A couple nights ago I had a dream…

I was creating a profile for myself to meet more people in my new city (just moved to Chicago).

I was talking to the man making the profile for me and when I gave him my proper name (Leslie) he said that was boring and that nobody would be interested in me or my profile.

Then I said, “Well, I sometimes use the name Indigo,” and he said, “That’s perfect.”

So in the dream I saw a big, clear close-up picture of me with my name, Indigo, underneath.

It drew a lot of attention, but then there were also people who were very mad at me.

An image from the dream is me walking down the street and having people yell at me and say mean things to me.

Another image is of me standing on a platform or stage while people looked up at me and cursed at me and spit on me.

*sigh*

I have been considering coming out of my “Indigo Adult Closet” lately.

I’ve been wanting to be more active with this blog and it seems like the empowered thing to do…

To not be intimidated by what the status-quo-thinking in our society is…

To take a stand more publicly for the energetic world, because it really does exist and has such a powerful impact on the physical world, which most people do not realize.

My intention in “coming out” would be so that others… muggles… people who are not comfortable / familiar with acknowledging the non-physical world… can become more accepting of it. Or at least aware that it exists.

No one has to think like me, but I think a little knowledge would help a lot of people.

But here is why I DON’T want to come out of the closet…

I have created, with your help, this really nice world here… those reading this blog… and that there is no reason to announce anything to anyone who hasn’t been led hear naturally because they won’t be open to it anyway. The anonymity is protective for all of us (especially being empaths) and so it could potentially wreck the lush ecology of this site to let people in who only want to stop through the garden.

Additionally, I am currently free right now to write about very personal things like relationships and sex and friends, and what muggles consider weird like bending time with my thoughts, without looking over my shoulder to think what my next employer might think if s/he read my blog.

Or what my lover might think if I wrote a piece about sex from an indigo adult point of view.

This question has particularly come up because I am taking a class in public speaking and I have written several speeches already but have steered clear of my urge to write about topics like the ones I blog about here (like being indigo, empathic, the planetary shifts, etc) because even though it is a supportive crowd of fellow classmates, I’m just not sure I want to step into it fully.

And, quite frankly, it feels kind of weird to have a giant blog CALLED “The Indigo Adults”… which has been up for over two years now… and is a big part of my life, but that is a secret part of my life.

Ha! It’s like a super-hero thing! “SUPER INDIGO!!!” Hahaha!!!

People are sometimes uncomfortable around “psychic” people because they feel the psychic person can “see” all of their bullshit. Which is sometimes true, but most of the time there is only a need to look into that stuff if I need to (like I need my car fixed and I need to see if a car mechanic is shady or something like that).

Other times, something weird and negative will happen and muggles will look to the person who is more energetically powerful and blame them, even if the energetically powerful person had nothing to do with it. This is a throwback to the witch trials… something I am very connected with, and also used to happen all the time (and still does a bit) with my family.

Actually, that’s what put me in the closet in the first place.

Plus, energetically powerful people never get credit when we deliberately shift things positively. Very few muggles ever say, “The plant was going to die, but this indigo said a prayer and gave it some healing energy and now it’s strong and alive.”

They will say, “This lady said some prayers, which really didn’t do anything. but I felt inspired to give it extra plant food and I think that’s what did it.”

What do you think inspired that muggle to know what to do to heal the plant? It might have been nothing but an internal process, but it most likely was the prayer… especially if things haven’t been going well up until that point.

I would love to hear other indigo adults thoughts on the matter. Has anyone else come out of the “indigo closet” to their muggle friends, and especially, business associates. How did the muggles in your life handle it? Are you glad that you shared the indigo aspect of yourself and how that affects your perception of the world or do you wish you had never brought it up? Do you ever talk to people about your abilities? What is their reaction?

~ Peace ~

Indigo Leslie

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One of my favorite authors is Brian Tracy.

Though he writes mostly sales and business books, he has a lot of wisdom for indigo adults and empaths.

One of Tracy’s books that I continue to return to Goals.

The entire book is devoted to manifesting, but I think that that’s a bit “woo-woo” for the business types that typically pick up books by Tracy, so he refers to everything in the context of goals.

One of the exercises in the book involves writing your goals every day.

Yes, I know, sounds tedious… but think about it.

If they are goals that truly inspire you, the process, once you sit down and do it, should evoke ideas and inspire you. Connecting with the goals at this deep a level should connect you to the being you desire to becoming.

It is especially powerful to write goals, rather than just say them (I do both). Tracy says that there is something about (hand) writing the goals that really forces one to focus on what is being written.

My process involves writing the goals in the morning and then reading them out loud immediately after I write them, and then in the evening re-reading them out loud before I go to bed.

I have always been someone who has written goals, but I had not written them every day until I started last spring.

The process was actually quite accidental. I wrote them one day. Then a few days later I wrote them again. And then I eventually ended up writing them every day.

And then I made it an experiment to see how long I could keep it up. And I haven’t stopped yet!

During this time, there has been a lot of transition in my life in regards to friends, health, work, and lifestyle… everything that I have written about in my goals.

For example, with friends, within a few days of writing, “All of my relationships are full of mutual trust, respect, liking and support,” several of my friends were excreted out of my life.

I say “excreted” because even in the midst of the friendships I knew they were junk-food relationships… not really quality relationships with not very high-quality people (lacking in integrity, honesty, etc) but I didn’t want to see that because I really did like them… they were fun to hang out with (and quite frankly, Sedona is slim-pickin’s for friendships if you are in your 20′s-30′s and want similarly aged people in your life.)

But liking is only part of the goal. So the universe and I excreted them out of my experience.

This is one of the benefits of doing this exercise, but I write this also to warn you that the changes can be powerful and swift and I can’t say that the initial feeling of letting go of these people felt good. (The image that it is evoking to me is when one takes too much fiber and there is a fast ‘excretion’ on a biological level – not fun.)

But after a few weeks I did feel better and it was actually much more empowering to move forth without the presence of these people in my life.

Also, throughout these changes there were a few moments when I wanted to stop the exercise, mainly out of laziness… or so I thought.

Here is the key thought of this post… The times when I wanted to let go of the process were the times I benefited from it the most.

That is because the times that I didn’t want to do it were the times I was the most out of vibration from these goals.

In the midst of moving thousands of miles and starting a new school I was so stressed and had so many moments of questioning my ability and worthiness to be doing what I was doing. Will my choices and all the stress that I am experiencing right now be worth it in the end? Why don’t I just take the easy route?

Add to that the fact that I was around people who knew my old vibration very well and, as an indigo adult and empath, could feel that imprinting on me.

I think this happens to a lot of empaths and I realized in this process that by doing this exercise my vibration – the one that I was deliberately creating through the goals exercises – were stronger than the vibrations of family, who I was before I started focusing on these goals, my own habitual tendencies to move into my old vibration (like turning around at the first sign of overwhelm and stress), etc…

So I’m encouraging indigo adults, empaths and others who feel that they are pretty psychically open to do this exercise.

Try it for a couple weeks and observe the shifts in your life.

Remember to write in the positive (say “I am slender” rather than “I’m not fat”) and that “I am..________” statements are the most powerful statements because your brain will hear them and align with them.

Also, I like to write, “or something better.” at the end of each of the statements.

“I earn $XXX per year, or something better.” Because sometimes you might ask for something and not know that it’s not in your best interest.

I also highly recommend you pick up Brian Tracy’s book. It’s really good and goes much more in-depth than what I have written.

If you do this and have results, please post them as comments on this page! I would love to hear them.

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One year ago this month I broke up with my best friend.

Throughout those 25 years of friendship, I had confided in her almost every step of the way, naively believing that I could trust her and that she was a supportive confidant.

Well, a year ago, she was a little more overt in her lack of support. She hated my idea… a creative project that I was very enthusiastic about… and instead of stopping at her criticism, I pushed on and the project came out great!

Well, this infuriated her and she just attacked me verbally and through email unrelentingly.

We are talking about pages of emails about how I shouldn’t have done this project, even though every other person who was involved or had knowledge of it LOVED it and was fully supportive of it.

I was devastated. I didn’t know how to respond.

I didn’t want to return the attack. Even though I was mad and hurt, I knew it wouldn’t solve anything.

I didn’t want to apologize because I had nothing to apologize for. I had an idea. I implemented the idea. Several people benefited from implementing the idea. No harm was done.

I had to decide whether I wanted to work it out with her… truly work it out, for the longevity of the relationship.

And I would have, because I love her so much, but I also looked at the impact this relationship had had on my life, especially the last decade or so.

I had to be truthful and realize that many of the ideas that I had and had shared with her had miscarried after I told her.

Over the last decade, there were a few ideas and pet projects that were so precious to me that I didn’t even tell her, and they always ran on course.

But the ones I told her about almost always got derailed, or sucked in the end, or ended up being a horrible experience.

This is not to say that most of the time she was all supportive and clapping on the outside… face to face.

But after thinking about the course of our relationship, I realized that she had been digging her *energetic* heels into every project that I loved and was encouraging to take off.

By doing so, she was bringing the entire project down or killing it outright.

So I didn’t call.

We haven’t spoken in a year.

Results:

I was sad for a long time, but after I stopped being sad, the ideas kept coming and I kept making them happen and it was easy because there was no one dragging them down.

And it was kind of a relief to not tell her stuff. I thought that’s what best friends did – they told each other stuff that they hold dear.

But maybe that’s not true.

Maybe that’s a pretty sophomoric way to look at BFF relationships.

And towards the end of our friendship, I would dread telling her things, knowing that the energetic impact could be powerfully negative.

Since our friendship has ended, this has been the most productive and amazing year for me. Really. I am feeling a freedom that I can’t remember feeling in a really long time.

It’s the freedom to create without someone I love looking over my shoulder and telling me or thinking “It sucks”.

And I’m so much more positive in general.

She had been mentally criticizing me for years without me realizing it, and now that I have shut her out and her criticism out, I am so much happier.

I can hear my own voice and the voice of the very awesome friends I have now, telling me positive and kind words.

Words, sentiments and thoughts that never would have come out of ex-BFF’s mouth.

And I replaced her with a dog. And the dog is so much cooler! And a lot more supportive!

So I will say it again, my advice to indigo adults is do share your ideas, but in the early stages of your musings, be very careful with whom you share them.

Or keep them to yourself until they have enough structure in the physical realm to stand up to the potentially destructive energetic forces of others.

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I just completed a project in which I was closely working with a bunch of people (making a short film), many I suspect to be indigo adults.

Regardless or not of indigo status, I have noticed that every time I work on a crew, I have seen the empathic effect of groups upon the members of the group.

It is often said that in mastermind groups, the “mastermind” raises the abilities of all members of the group, and lowers the effect of the members’ weaknesses.

I have found this to be true in many ways, but none as much as when working crew.

The first time I worked on a project, I was director and producer and had no idea what I was doing, but to my disbelief, I knew exactly what I needed to do when I needed to do it.

I believe that it is not only the “mastermind” of the film crew that does this, but also the collective mind of producers, directors, etc. everywhere and anytime. Perhaps it is very faint, but those with an intuitive mind are unknowingly (or knowingly) tapping the abilities of expert technicians like Hitchcock and Spielberg.

The nice thing about this, is that by tapping this universal knowledge, you start to own the knowledge, and then can pass it on to others because you carry it with you.

I most recently became aware that I was “tapping” into the ether, when I had to light a set. While I have been learning a lot about how to do this, I knew that the knowledge wasn’t “part of me” yet.

I struggled a bit at the beginning, but once I started owning the position, I started to instinctively know what to do and where to put things. Even how to act in the position.

It was truly fascinating to me.

And I have also come to realize that the closer you are to a collective (like one that knows cinematography), the more clear you receive useful information when you have to draw upon the collective to get the job done.

And it doesn’t really matter whether you are with indigo adults or not. This ability is universal. Muggles just aren’t as good at it because they don’t have faith in it.

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I recently got an email asking me about a indigo adults experiencing an Octarine transition, and I didn’t really know what to write.

I just researched Octarine transition. Honestly, I wish I could help with that but I don’t know much about it.

There is not much posted online about the Octarine Transition but this is the best article I have found.

I do have some theories about it, though.

Some of the sites I saw referred to Octarine as a color of aura. So one would be an Octarine Adult, rather than an indigo adult.

The other sites implied that the transition, called “Octarine Transition”, was the shifting of an individual from an Indigo Adult to a Crystal Adult.

Also, the descriptions of Octarine Adults were different than the typical descriptions of Crystal Adults.

Regardless of what color (of aura) you are, I believe that all of these classifications can be grouped under one classification, which would be the NEW CHILDREN (or in some of our cases, the NEW ADULTS).

I have found that different indigo adults and children (shall I call them New People?) have different psychic abilities.

Perhaps the color indicates the type of mission one is on on this planet and that determines the abilities necessary to achieve that mission.

Whenever I am having a difficult time, such as when I am transitioning to a higher vibrational state, I consider it to be a time that will allow me to be able to better handle changes that are coming up for EVERYONE (Muggles included).

I once had someone say to me, “The psychics, healers and intuitives go through everything emotionally/psychically BEFORE the general population so that they may help them through that time with even emotions and a clear head.”

I have found this to be quite true for me.

I was working across from the World Trade Center three months before 9-11 and I was incredibly distraught every day I had to go to work. All I kept thinking was, “I have to get away from here!” which was weird because I was earning an ENORMOUS amount of money and I liked my job.

But now I know why.

So do your best not do despair. There will be a time when you will be needed and you will be able to see clearly when others are needing your guidance.

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As you may know if you read this blog a lot, I used to be a massage therapist, and I just posted (or rather, re-posted) a site about massage.

It has over 80 information-packed pages of massage-how tos and related information.

Here’s the official description:

Full-Body-Massage-Online.com
Full body massage is an art anyone can master. This site
explains easy-to-follow techniques of massage, and offers first-
hand, insider advice on the best supplies and aromatherapy oils. We
also offer massage in the Los Angeles area.

Offers easy instructions about full body massage, describes different techniques of massage, and discusses the best supplies and aromatherapy oils available.

This site was the precursor to The Indigo Adults blog and it has lots of information about energy and empathy and natural healing.

full-body-massage-online

I just didn’t think it was as focused on these topics as I wanted to be, so I took the site down for a while.

But then I was looking over the old emails I used to get from people saying that they found the site very helpful and I figured I should put it back up.

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That’s what I said to one of my relatives the other day.

She was describing the terrible state of the world, in her opinion, and that it is a travesty that the young people of today don’t know what’s “going on” in the world.

And I said to her that, “I don’t need to know (pointing to my head), because I KNOW (pointing to my heart).”

I feel that most of the media machines are there not to inform the people of the world, but to strike fear into their hearts.

And, Yes…

I definitely sense a major shift coming.

And that America is in a very precarious state.

I do keep up enough to be aware of things that are taking place.

But I turn it off the moment I start to feel twinges of fear.

And I do feel them.

But I don’t allow myself to wallow so much in this fear-mongering information that I cannot quickly move myself out of that emotional space.

I will mention again that I feel strongly that as we move into the earth changes, the ability to manifest will become great in all people, and whatever people envision will come with these political and environmental shifts is what will happen.

But it will be an individual choice. And one person may not choose for another.

But one person may INFLUENCE another.

Which is why I do not spend to much time in front of TV news or with people that are constantly doom-and-gloom.

And I recommend that you do the same.

Because if you come from a space that is rooted in the fear that is being spit out by the media and by those around us that are in fear, your choices will be fear based.

But if we choose to do our best to stay in a space of peace and focus on things that we love and appreciate, we will be able to make the best choices for ourself and others when the time comes to make choices.

You must do your best to be a stand for hope and love and cooperation and a positive and happy life for the people of this planet.

That’s what I feel I and other indigo adults are here to do.

~ Peace ~
Indigo Leslie

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There is a YouTube video that I have had open on my browser for over a month.

It would be good for other indigo adults to see…

I love it and I can’t seem to bring myself to close it.

It’s funny though…

I can’t seem to bring myself to post it here until now because I sometimes feel that my posts on this blog should be a bit more in-depth than a simple video post.

I think the reason this video struck me was because about two weeks after I watched it, a psychic came up to me and said I should stay out of New York in 2014. I had told him I was from New York originally, but he didn’t know that I visited often.

His words, in combination with the video describing a massive shift in consciousness that will show itself through the nervous system of those making the shift, kind of married themselves in my mind.

Add the description from the video of the world splitting in to two, which has also been described by Cynthia Crawford in a video on her website (which has been removed since I saw it because she redesigned her sight), and I start to think that my analysis is not necessary.

This information is valuable, new, as far as my research is concerned, and the video is visually interesting.

So enjoy!

Hope you are having a happy holiday!

~ Peace ~
Indigo Leslie

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I have described some of the strange indigo adult powers that I have, but one of the ones that fascinates me the most is my perseveration (mental focus) on topics that someone else in my life is focusing on that I pick up on psychically.

I usually don’t find out until a few days later that this other person is focusing on this topic.

And that’s what’s weird about it.

So, this Christmas more than any other in the past, I was focusing on our Christmas tree.

I wanted to hug it and mentally send it love and decorate with the intention that every piece I put on it is a piece that is saying to that tree “I love and appreciate you”.

Dear Christmas Tree: I love and appreciate you!

And when I water it, to give it water that I have briefly meditated with and infused with my love.

This didn’t seem too weird to me. After all I’m pagan and empathic, even with plants, and could feel the tree’s reaction to my appreciation.

Then, just two days ago, I get an email from a friend who has a sight that is similar to my own. Her entire email is about… YOU GUESSED IT… Christmas Trees!

She wrote about the history of the ceremony of bringing in the tree, what the evergreen symbolized in pagan religions and how that was adopted by Christianity, what it means to her, etc…

And I realized that I was feeling her thoughts.

This happens a lot to me.

And the lesson is always that I should always surround myself with the people that think things that I want to think…

Positivity. Spirituality. Peace. Joy. Creativity. Cooperation.

It really puts into perspective how much impact one person can have, even if that person is spending his or her entire life in a cave, meditating.

This is why when I meditate, I think about sending love and healing energy to the planet and to my friends, loved ones and to all, and I encourage other indigo adults to do the same.

~ Peace ~
Indigo Leslie

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